Ahh Mother@#$!!!

If I could add audio to this post, it would be a deafening scream. At myself.

So, have you ever done that thing where you just waste so much time preparing to do work that you feel this deep, sinking sense of disappointment about yourself? And then you just dont even care anymore and just straight up want to kill yourself? Well, Im there right now. Its been 6 hours and I haven't written A LINE of dialogue. I have been procrastinating like crazy thanks to this stupid internet. And right now, while I write this blog, there is more procrastination happening. I am so mad right now, at myself.. I need to turn this script in by SATURDAY. That's the absolute latest.. and I dont care how that happens, its happening.

An amazing quote I came across today: Words dont have the power to fully express what they mean. Now that makes me chuckle, and not in a pretentious, fartsy way. I have to go back to writing... or I am just going to loose my mind.

Song: Nick Drake's One of these things first... (Ithaca today was a total Garden State soundtrack day)
Movie on my mind: I am Cuba. Why? Because a documentary about the film is playing at Cornell later this week.
Regret: I did not go see Peter Kubelka, so I could write more of my film. Shame on me!