When you fail...

you have two options: scream, yell, cry, give up, drop the 'f' bomb a bunch of times and give up and decide never to do it again.. or to suck it up, and try harder. this is a good time to make some tall promises to yourself, give yourself grim goals, no rewards and a lecture. Sometimes, you just push the envelope too far... and it doesnt work like that. Everything has its limits and we need to heed those. I realize I'm being vague, but the specifities are boring. Would suffice to say I failed. I am never going to forget this moment. NEVER. The need to prove myself is now twice as much, and I always do better under pressure. BRING IT ON! I'm going to f-in show you all...